Worthless
This horrifying moment when I realized that I’m a terrible person. How can I behave like a total prick with probably the only person who really loves me, unconditionally, just because I exist?! I can’t understand it. What the fuck wrong with me?! Feel like shit. And I should feel like that, because I behave like shit. I feel frustrated because of myself. Maybe I deserve only the worst. That’s probably the reason why my life is just a worthless hole in gray reality. I have no idea how not to be such a moron. Fuck, I really don’t understand what’s going on with me…